Mom, you could enjoy meal of your own and mention back all the things you had done that you might think the only cause for I am now.
All Makassar people (I mean my Dad's family), you could mock at me only for not wearing jilbab, while you wear, but you still the fans of being the haters for whatever I do, even no matter when it is good, and could just let Prilly (my Dad's second taken up daughter) not wear jilbab like what you all insist me do, when Prilly herself does not have any connection to me.
Allah SWT might know what all of you had done to me. Until I get this so bad in your imaging.
I just get tired of everything I should hold.
All of my Dad's member (I mean the navy that my Dad has asked to build a house for me, or anything else related to make attempts to do something seemed for me), I notice and have been noticing that you tend to take advantage of knowing my Dad instead of giving me help, even you tend to foresee things about me secretly, planning to just wait me to fall, when every human gets their own problems so my affairs are of course not your business, you could mock at me the way you like.
I get tired of your loud behavior just to try to step on my gown. When all of them are the bad ones. All make me feel you stepped on gown.
Please, go on if you like it.
But know that someday things will go upside down. Someday you might see that all the bad things of yours be back with the best Love of Allah SWT just, special, for you all.
Written by : Lufi Wirmarini Lukman
12 October 2019
22:54 West of Indonesia Time.
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