It really matters with the verbs. If you do good things, you would have a space to show the others about the good things. If you do bad things, it does not even matter whether you are having a big power and well known, your reputation, and "Lover" matters with goodness.
Anyway, it is not reputation era. The reputation era has been developed into the "Lover" era. If you tried to get someone back to the reputation era, you just can't, because many people, maybe everyone, has heard and have been having the "Lover" albums, songs, by Taylor Swift.
Kamis, 31 Oktober 2019
You Need To Calm Down, Afterglow, ME! by Taylor Swift
Dad, you are sinking. Why? Because you are with the bad guys. And you make your team to destroy me, with all money and strengths you have, you use your power to diminish me. So I'd tell you once again, you are sinking. Because there is the God. Allah SWT.
Selasa, 29 Oktober 2019
Afterglow by Taylor Swift
Just because you are given many things by your father, it does not mean that you are no one, useless, and do not deserve any respectful behavior from others, including the people who know your father.
Revenge? Yes, it is a revenge. It means to the state that you could do many things meaningful, well not for proving yourself is better than anyone or to be proud of, but because you are a human. You deserve all the feelings that humans could ever feel. Sadness as well as happiness, feeling useless by being mocked, as well as being successful in your career work way.
Minggu, 27 Oktober 2019
A Place In This World by Taylor Swift
God, please give me a house
Or some rent houses or places I could live in
Without anxiety or fear or sadness
Without feeling frightened to be sent away from, just because the people who own the house, or feel the only owner of the house think they deserve punishing me who seem to be just the tourist
God, I also want to stay
But where could I stay?
If I have a house, given by my dad, but my mom envy me so much with all her life just because I would own a house
Which I could dream forever to have one
God, where could I stay?
If my dad let my stepmother sent me away from his place
And if I stay in my grandma's house, grandma from mom, but her children, all of them, including my mom dislike me to bother their place
God, where could I stay?
If my dad let me rent a room downtown, but all the neighbours envy me, just because I rent the room for me alone, and they would bother me all day with cigarette smokes, lying request to mop the public area floor and I would not, even the women neighbours would look at me at disgust, and knock on my wall deliberately, frequently in a day, and making the scenario as if the men are the good ones and I was the only one person who is bad.
God, whom I could marry with?
If the person I love would be taken too by You, for being with another girl downtown, which I never ever imagined he would plan for this all along.
And the dream parents in law, and the society, and him, would last forever betraying me because it did happen.
God, I have many questions as I mentioned about the unfair things. But, I have a genuine question, where could I stay, where could I live in, whom I could marry, could I be with the one I love, would you not allow others make my life as a discussion or something to expose about, because I do not want it to be, and where would be our place together in the world? ....
Or some rent houses or places I could live in
Without anxiety or fear or sadness
Without feeling frightened to be sent away from, just because the people who own the house, or feel the only owner of the house think they deserve punishing me who seem to be just the tourist
God, I also want to stay
But where could I stay?
If I have a house, given by my dad, but my mom envy me so much with all her life just because I would own a house
Which I could dream forever to have one
God, where could I stay?
If my dad let my stepmother sent me away from his place
And if I stay in my grandma's house, grandma from mom, but her children, all of them, including my mom dislike me to bother their place
God, where could I stay?
If my dad let me rent a room downtown, but all the neighbours envy me, just because I rent the room for me alone, and they would bother me all day with cigarette smokes, lying request to mop the public area floor and I would not, even the women neighbours would look at me at disgust, and knock on my wall deliberately, frequently in a day, and making the scenario as if the men are the good ones and I was the only one person who is bad.
God, whom I could marry with?
If the person I love would be taken too by You, for being with another girl downtown, which I never ever imagined he would plan for this all along.
And the dream parents in law, and the society, and him, would last forever betraying me because it did happen.
God, I have many questions as I mentioned about the unfair things. But, I have a genuine question, where could I stay, where could I live in, whom I could marry, could I be with the one I love, would you not allow others make my life as a discussion or something to expose about, because I do not want it to be, and where would be our place together in the world? ....
Jumat, 18 Oktober 2019
ME! ; It's Nice To Have A Friend ; Daylight ; I Forgot That You Existed ; Cruel Summer, by Taylor Swift in Lover album, 2019
What's inside your heart and head now
When your own mother called you "dog", the way she ever mentioned your stepmother. When you do good for her, love her much. But she had done it only because you had a house now. When she had not yet on her own. When you thought she'd be delightful to receive that that house would be hers too. And she could stay there too.
When your own mother scratched your skin on both of your hands, blaming you would steal money of hers from her wallet away, when you would only try to harm that, if she felt this house was ever being mine only, then please give back the keys you have for this house. When what you do thw whole life is saving money for good only, not using money for the unimportant things, looking for money of your own, even when you still had a college schedules. What would you feel to see your mother that highly loving things than knowing it hurts to be thought of intending to steal her money, about her own daughter. Did she forget everthing good we had? Or maybe I have been all alone. That she would never care about that, and feeling being your mother has been already the big things in her life.
When your own mother woke you up in a morning, just to blame that you did a drug abuse for not sleeping in the night even after having the trip of going to cities, Malang Surabaya and back to Malang, when all you did at night was a struggle, a fight, to just finish your Holy Al Quran daily reading target and not to fall asleep until Tahajjud and Shubuh prayers had been done, when she is not really a fan of doing the prayers routinely. What would you feel, to see your mother being a fan just to hurt you. Using whatever she could find to use.
What I felt about her was a contradictory thing. I once believed and sure I would lie on her. Now, I know that I would not consider her as a hope for me or someone to rely on. If I'd die first, and she'd still dream to have her death fate about one hundred years later, then I would accept her bad things she did, and she still does.
I had some conclusion last year, it is beautiful not to know or just to forget who I am. Who my father is, who my mother is. Just who I am or who I was from my family.
My father also, suddenly, cheated on me, without my acknowledgement assuring an unknown boy to me just to put pressure on me to accept him to marry him. What would my father think of me? A trash? An unused thing to throw and give shrug about that violence he did? Or was or is he trying to kill me?
You know what is on my mind now, I guess. I would not ever hear anyone again. Whom I love, is who is meaningful to me. I do not care that he is my father, she is my mother. It is me who faces my life, so it is me who knows more, and knows what my life would go into, or is going to be like.
I would go on my life with the good things.
Lufi Wirmarini Lukman, 18 October 2019, 21:22 Indonesia's West area Time.
When your own mother called you "dog", the way she ever mentioned your stepmother. When you do good for her, love her much. But she had done it only because you had a house now. When she had not yet on her own. When you thought she'd be delightful to receive that that house would be hers too. And she could stay there too.
When your own mother scratched your skin on both of your hands, blaming you would steal money of hers from her wallet away, when you would only try to harm that, if she felt this house was ever being mine only, then please give back the keys you have for this house. When what you do thw whole life is saving money for good only, not using money for the unimportant things, looking for money of your own, even when you still had a college schedules. What would you feel to see your mother that highly loving things than knowing it hurts to be thought of intending to steal her money, about her own daughter. Did she forget everthing good we had? Or maybe I have been all alone. That she would never care about that, and feeling being your mother has been already the big things in her life.
When your own mother woke you up in a morning, just to blame that you did a drug abuse for not sleeping in the night even after having the trip of going to cities, Malang Surabaya and back to Malang, when all you did at night was a struggle, a fight, to just finish your Holy Al Quran daily reading target and not to fall asleep until Tahajjud and Shubuh prayers had been done, when she is not really a fan of doing the prayers routinely. What would you feel, to see your mother being a fan just to hurt you. Using whatever she could find to use.
What I felt about her was a contradictory thing. I once believed and sure I would lie on her. Now, I know that I would not consider her as a hope for me or someone to rely on. If I'd die first, and she'd still dream to have her death fate about one hundred years later, then I would accept her bad things she did, and she still does.
I had some conclusion last year, it is beautiful not to know or just to forget who I am. Who my father is, who my mother is. Just who I am or who I was from my family.
My father also, suddenly, cheated on me, without my acknowledgement assuring an unknown boy to me just to put pressure on me to accept him to marry him. What would my father think of me? A trash? An unused thing to throw and give shrug about that violence he did? Or was or is he trying to kill me?
You know what is on my mind now, I guess. I would not ever hear anyone again. Whom I love, is who is meaningful to me. I do not care that he is my father, she is my mother. It is me who faces my life, so it is me who knows more, and knows what my life would go into, or is going to be like.
I would go on my life with the good things.
Lufi Wirmarini Lukman, 18 October 2019, 21:22 Indonesia's West area Time.
Sabtu, 12 Oktober 2019
Taylor Swift's Lover album - ME! song, all the songs - reputation is in 2017 - Lover album out now
Dad, you could take all you have brought for me for you.
Mom, you could enjoy meal of your own and mention back all the things you had done that you might think the only cause for I am now.
All Makassar people (I mean my Dad's family), you could mock at me only for not wearing jilbab, while you wear, but you still the fans of being the haters for whatever I do, even no matter when it is good, and could just let Prilly (my Dad's second taken up daughter) not wear jilbab like what you all insist me do, when Prilly herself does not have any connection to me.
Allah SWT might know what all of you had done to me. Until I get this so bad in your imaging.
I just get tired of everything I should hold.
All of my Dad's member (I mean the navy that my Dad has asked to build a house for me, or anything else related to make attempts to do something seemed for me), I notice and have been noticing that you tend to take advantage of knowing my Dad instead of giving me help, even you tend to foresee things about me secretly, planning to just wait me to fall, when every human gets their own problems so my affairs are of course not your business, you could mock at me the way you like.
I get tired of your loud behavior just to try to step on my gown. When all of them are the bad ones. All make me feel you stepped on gown.
Please, go on if you like it.
But know that someday things will go upside down. Someday you might see that all the bad things of yours be back with the best Love of Allah SWT just, special, for you all.
Written by : Lufi Wirmarini Lukman
12 October 2019
22:54 West of Indonesia Time.
Mom, you could enjoy meal of your own and mention back all the things you had done that you might think the only cause for I am now.
All Makassar people (I mean my Dad's family), you could mock at me only for not wearing jilbab, while you wear, but you still the fans of being the haters for whatever I do, even no matter when it is good, and could just let Prilly (my Dad's second taken up daughter) not wear jilbab like what you all insist me do, when Prilly herself does not have any connection to me.
Allah SWT might know what all of you had done to me. Until I get this so bad in your imaging.
I just get tired of everything I should hold.
All of my Dad's member (I mean the navy that my Dad has asked to build a house for me, or anything else related to make attempts to do something seemed for me), I notice and have been noticing that you tend to take advantage of knowing my Dad instead of giving me help, even you tend to foresee things about me secretly, planning to just wait me to fall, when every human gets their own problems so my affairs are of course not your business, you could mock at me the way you like.
I get tired of your loud behavior just to try to step on my gown. When all of them are the bad ones. All make me feel you stepped on gown.
Please, go on if you like it.
But know that someday things will go upside down. Someday you might see that all the bad things of yours be back with the best Love of Allah SWT just, special, for you all.
Written by : Lufi Wirmarini Lukman
12 October 2019
22:54 West of Indonesia Time.
Minggu, 06 Oktober 2019
I Think He Knows by Taylor Swift in Lover, 2019
I love you
The past loves may be the fake ones
Or ones I attempt to kill my time
But now that I found you
I don't want to look at anything else now that I saw you
Daylight by Taylor Swift, in Lover, 2019
The past loves may be the fake ones
Or ones I attempt to kill my time
But now that I found you
I don't want to look at anything else now that I saw you
Daylight by Taylor Swift, in Lover, 2019
Selasa, 01 Oktober 2019
Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince by Taylor Swift in Lover, 2019
'Cause if I was a man
Then I'd be the man
The Man, Taylor Swift in Lover, 2019
I know who I love
I know what I love to do
And God would give me the answers, too,
For the questions that I had foreseen in my prayers.
And in the good prayers, there come the true wishes that only God could do.
God: Allah SWT.
From me, Lufi Wirmarini Lukman. Like Love, Taylor.
Then I'd be the man
The Man, Taylor Swift in Lover, 2019
I know who I love
I know what I love to do
And God would give me the answers, too,
For the questions that I had foreseen in my prayers.
And in the good prayers, there come the true wishes that only God could do.
God: Allah SWT.
From me, Lufi Wirmarini Lukman. Like Love, Taylor.
Inspired by The Man by Taylor Swift, in anyways, I would still be okay and stand as The Man like Taylor Swift
It's tragic enough to say that I once believed in the love we had since I first met you more than ten years ago, but these wounds would heal with the answers God gives...
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