Cancelling my UNY Lecturer plan in 2020 (this year) - Maybe next time if there is anymore recruitment

I attended a lecturer test in Yogyakarta, UNY, I passed the general knowledge and English written computer based test, then I did not come for the interview and teaching oractice test. It hurts me a lot. I want to be a lecturer. Now, I do not know for sure, again, when I could apply and be accepted. I should wait for the next recruitment in any possible places.

The test was 22 January, which I attended, and 23 January, which I did not come.

I should prepare my money, my cosmetics, my eyebrow pencil on, to motivate myself. I shoild make presentations amd materials of teaching, and keep studying for the general knowledge and English written test.


My father told me it is to far to work there, but he does not know how I need to be a lecturer. Because it is my passion to be a lecturer. There is no single opportunity he offers me for being a lecturer, either. He does not know I could be a good lecturer. I could be a lecturer. Someday, we are going to win honey.