The Lover album by Taylor Swift

If I should feel haunted, and that is what I am feeling, the I would be grateful, because there is a lyric by Taylor Swift that I like, "Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around", in Sparks Fly song. I would be grateful, to feel the haunted feeling for what I still do not know about you, but I know that you have your eyes on me. And I am feeling comfortable to be with you.

Papa (My Dad) - the photos sent to me in November 21, 2013

My photo collections may be too scattered all the way, too many people to know by the readers, or maybe too imaginative because I like making thoughts, even though sometimes I have mistakes. But, these photos are my Dad's, it is when he was studying for his Master degree. I love you, Dad.

Lover album by Taylor Swift, 2019, and all the songs in the album

In November 11, 2017, I wrote the status in this Facebook account of mine that I was married, up until now I have the status. The date is known to be the most single day ever in the year, 11-11. But now, this year, you make this year so special Taylor Swift, that you would perform in Alibaba, in China. Taylor Swift is with her Mom Andrea, and she also stays in Japan since 7 November. This is kinda my first time, knowing her in the time zone two hours earlier than here in Indonesia. Usually, I wonder how in New York the time is, 11 hours latter than in Indonesia. At least, and at all cost, I guess that this year is good, too. It feels like, "It's Nice To Have A Friend", by Taylor Swift in Lover, 2019.

Death By A Thousand Cuts, London Boy, Soon You'll Get Better, by Taylor Swift; ME!, Taylor Swift ft. Brendon Urie; Lover by Taylor Swift; Lover album by Taylor Swift

Sometimes, the other people might get too straightforward to conclude that the songs I listen to and share is used by me to make some statements. Then, I would say, no, I just like the songs. They are the creation, they are the products of some discourse in the particular events in life by the creator. And, I just like the songs.

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince, Taylor Swift; ME!, Taylor Swift ft. Brendon Urie; all of the songs in Lover, by Taylor Swift, 2019

I'd never intend to disturb you, or make you unhappy with anything I might do. But, when you choose to leave me when I need you, I am sorry, for whatever you do not like about me. It was considered so rude, and mean, to me. I am sorry.

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince, Paper Rings by Taylor Swift in Lover, 2019

She added: "They don't have to sign stuff that's unfair to them. If you don't ask the right questions and you sit in front of the wrong desk in front of the wrong person, they can take everything from you". Like what my father did to me, to let me do that, signing the deathly contract for insurance and payment of a car, to be paid as the name of my father's team member, "you know who he is", I would not mention because I am not that important in the wrong situation. There are the things for sure, that my father makes it as if he is already gone and gives his inheritance to the other person just IN FRONT OF my face, when he is still alive. I would not imagine what those "high fives between the bad guys" would do in the future. There are two things I would urge to say to you, my father's inheritance is not of my life priority because it is my God's inheritance that matters, and I would give you, if you do not believe it, it lasts forever and I have been realizing this since in the early years of my life, that I would give you two things: my father, and a car, or whatever the things you might consider it is the only one source from my father. If you would still feel the parts of me still includes something coming from my dad, it is, because I am who are his daughter, not you, not anyone else, not the employee of my father, but I would not think about it anyway, because it does not matter for me, and I would live my life my own ways, of course in the ways that God likes me to do, too.

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Lover, The Man, The Archer, I Think He Knows, Miss Americana &The Heartbreak Prince, Paper Rings, by Taylor Swift in Lover, 2019

My father's life makes me accustomed to living in almost no privacy in life. Like, what I do everyday, what I plan, what I even think of, should be and always be afforded to be known, like I am in a net with him, my activities and thoughts should be patterned to his favor. My activities should be known by him, by his relatives, by his wife, maybe by his other daughter than me, and for sure by his members of "teams" just to know about my life. My dad, or whoever anyone else reading this, this is a good lesson for you, that you could not read someone else's mind, because it is the real life. You could never be able to just hack someone else's thought, to behave badly so you could mock them because you would make yourselves superior and better than what they did. You could never define someone by their flaws, because the flaws are human being things. You could never judge someone by only your pattern that you want them think of. You could never see the future of someone else's, because it is the God's affairs, kindness, and the person's might too as a human being to live properly, and well, without your hacking. You could never stir someone else's life, because the life of the citizens is in the human being rights. And you COULD NEVER just take away someone else's privacy, like what they feel about something, because they do not only have you but their lives, you are not so that important so you could relate anything he or she does with what is about you or what you know, like what they think of, they hope about, because you do not know yet and, YET, the wishes in the lives of the other person. Everyone is surely hoping to be a good person. Not like you, they have their ways, they have their colors. Love is equal, my dad, not only for the "great" known person like you, or in your versions or thoughts. Like what Taylor Swift says, that those who disagrees that love is equal NEEDS to Calm Down.

Death By A Thousand Cuts, London Boy, Soon You'll Get Better by Taylor Swift in Lover, 2019

I work for goodness, genuity, all the sincere and clear all goodness and kindness education needs to deal with. My father is doing for goodness. But at home, I mean for me, he would always make me the last one to know, the one left not being met when he went off, the one not published or introduced on photos online for happiness to share to others, and I could still forgive him. But this time around, I found all things that I am left for the bad things, being mocked by the relatives of his that I am a bad girl, no matter the good things I have done. My dad, it is not my goodness value. I always want to take photos or always miss my students, while you do not do the photo with me. My dad, you could not ask that much to me, to accept being sent away when I was in your house, to be ruined by your relatives who are just to mock at me, yes you are present sometimes for me, but all the negative things, you chose not to cope with them. Not for me, it is as a human being right. Now you bought me a car, but you just gave me after I asked for it five years ago, you gave me one secondhand, after more than a year August 2018, on September this year I just knew that it was paid in the credits, and you did the credit for the specialty of your work partner, not for me, giving the car some insurance and must give the benefits for your working partner, but you let your working partner mock at me. Again, what would I be in your face? Someone to mock at? Then you make it the requirement that the trainings for driving the car would only be available in Monday to Friday. Did you expect me not to go to work? While you make someone work to teach me to drive, not about the person, but look at your behaviour just to give me only difficulties for my life. I never ask you this much, but where did you go when I was a child? Did you give me rice as per the government's request to be given to your child? Anyway, I am your child. Not the other person unrelated to you. But you came, I forgive you and your relatives, now your relatives would mock me as a bad girl whatever I would do, even if it is the good thing. My value in education, is not in line with what you have done towards me. I tried to understand you, I have been trying to do so. But the things you give to me continuously, promising, to be just this negative and destructive forever, all the time. My dad, now I'd tell you, you could not do this to me. I am not your trash bin. Everyone is responsible for his or her life. So you could not just intend to ruin my life. I am sorry.