I am back.
There are a lot of things that you do not know yet about me. Recently, I had my surgery on ..... (that is a privacy), but all is good.
I had done my thesis examination BUT now I am still on my revision process. I hope I would be lucky to finish it well and VERY SOON.
Do you notice it? Now I am grown up more than I was, but still, I am a MELANCHOLUFFY, Melancholic Lufi.
So, I had just expressed myself out to my love, or my lovely boy to me. I had JUST done it 2 days ago, but it felt like 3 days ago. It was exactly on November 15th, 2018. Now I know, that was not the thing he needed. To know me, it has not even the thing he ever needed in his life.
It felt more like an ACCIDENT to me, than a LOVING moment.
Somehow, I am still feeling deeply sorry for that accident.
And, I would not ever ever try to bother that boy anymore.
I knew I had many dreams to be with him, but I had to let those dreams go right now. Even in the future, that boy could just be HAPPY without me. Because, seriously, I had ever tried to say my love to him for times.
I just STOP and BE happy with this FACT. May Allah SWT bless you all tonight.
